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it's been a while since i've written an actual post in here. so, here
goes. it's gonna be long, repetitive, and there will be lots
of rambling; you have been warned.
when i'm up at santa barbara, i'm not very homesick. i get along fine.
but once i come home...i could stay there forever. i love having my own
bed, my dogs...everything about home. so, you see, being at home for
the past three weeks has been absolute bliss for me. i'm not saying i
don't miss santa barbara...even though i'm not particularly close with
anyone besides my roommate, i miss the atmosphere there. i wanna see
all those familiar faces again, go to class, and keep myself busy. the
weekend after i go back is martin luther king jr. holiday, and my dad
wants me to come home. it'd be easier to stay santa barbara, and i
mean...i was just home a week ago.
everyday (i'm not exaggerating) my mom asks me if i enjoy being at
home. this is really strange for me, 'cause my mom isn't the type to
say "i love you" much or show her emotions. my dad says the house
doesn't feel complete when i'm not there. haha...whenever he says that
i'm this >< close to tearing up.
i'm content with how this break has been going. sure, i sleep at odd
times and nap way too much...but it can't be perfect. =P i was
worried that since highschool has ended, i'd lose a lot of
friendships...but meeting up with these people again, i've seen that
things are still the same. since college started, i was worried that i
would lose all ties w/people in alhambra. now, i think it's actually
better than highschool...i still keep in touch to people that'll mean
something to me 10 years down the line. it seems more true. does that
make any sense whatsoever???
so last night i was thinking about what my new year's resolution should
be...and i'm out of ideas. i have a lot of room for improvement...but i
think i'm too lazy ._. maybe i'll try drinking green tea
every morning. get a 4.0 gpa. hm...stop downloading music =X . learn
how to play the guitar adequately. read more books for leisure. read
the newspaper. write in my diary everyday. that brings me to my next
point:
i bought this new diary at borders...it's so beautiful!!! haha, i spent
so many hours just DECORATING it. i've had a diary since 7th
grade...and i really wanna continue it in college. do you think it'd be
weird if i lock it up in my dorm room? i trust my roommate for the most
part...but what happens if she gets tempted or some random person in
the room reads it? i would die if anyone ever got their hands on it. i
know i could always use an online journal, but it just isn't the same.
i'm also very paranoid about people reading it. =P any
suggestions or thoughts about this?
oh yeah, and i'm realllllly getting into the band cake right now. i don't know why.
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| wow. i (being angela, not jinjin) haven't updated this thingamabob since forever x infinity.
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| ANGELA LOVES ME SO MUCH! =D
ROOAAARRRRRR! ARE YOU SCAAAARED?!?! tehehe |
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| YEAH YEAH, YEAH, THE COW [PIG] IS BACK! BACK BACK! BACK FROM HER MAGICAL, JOURNEYYYYYYY!
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| my entry dedicated to jinjin: the one i don't love.
hi. you smell like an onion. and...you're like a magician. and...um.
you smell bad. but i'll still miss you when i graduate, because i need
someone to do my secretarial work. =D
<insert nice picture of us, which doesn't exist>
but don't worry, let's use our imagination!
awww what a pretty picture.
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